Might as well find something to smile about.

I am a realist. I am a pessimist. I am an optimist. I've got the mindset of an anorexic, but the behavior of a food addict. I'm always here to listen. I'm bulimic with anorexic tendencies and my memories & insecurities are eating me alive. But, if you let me, I could change your life. I don't promote self-harm but mine is triggering. WRECK THIS HEART. NO INSTRUCTIONS.

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  1. Here comes the darkness.

    So fucking scared.

  2. bgmarine:


You want to know what happiness is? It’s waking up in the middle of the night for no reason, shifting under the blankets and feeling the heat of the person next to you. You turn around and see them in their most peaceful, innocent, and vulnerable state. They breathe as though the weight of the world lays on anyone’s shoulder but their own. You smile, kiss their face in the most gentle manner so as not to wake them. You turn back around and an involuntary grin forms on your own face. You feel an arm wrap around your waist, and you know it doesn’t get any better than this.

This right here, is the fucking truth.

    bgmarine:

    You want to know what happiness is? It’s waking up in the middle of the night for no reason, shifting under the blankets and feeling the heat of the person next to you. You turn around and see them in their most peaceful, innocent, and vulnerable state. They breathe as though the weight of the world lays on anyone’s shoulder but their own. You smile, kiss their face in the most gentle manner so as not to wake them. You turn back around and an involuntary grin forms on your own face. You feel an arm wrap around your waist, and you know it doesn’t get any better than this.

    This right here, is the fucking truth.

    (via pixivero)

  3. ivebenthrew:

loveorrjustlust:

g00dfuckingvibes:

and I mostly smile.

Still so set on finding out where we went wrong and why

So I retrace our every step with an unsure pen,

Trying to figure out what my head thinks.

    ivebenthrew:

    loveorrjustlust:

    g00dfuckingvibes:

    and I mostly smile.

    Still so set on finding out where we went wrong and why

    So I retrace our every step with an unsure pen,

    Trying to figure out what my head thinks.

    (Source: cumonromans)

  4. I hope you’re okay.

  5. [Flash 9 is required to listen to audio.]

    Ten Talents - Emery

    Last night I had a dream that you decided to leave me and no matter what I said, my persuasion fell upon your deaf ears.

    Don’t leave me here alone. I’m not so good on my own.
    I’m not so good. I’m not so good on my own.


    But if I just walked away, would you still save me?
    Or would you take back all that you gave me?

    Is it worthless? All the waiting is the hardest part. 

    Come home my dear because I love you. I love you still.

    Your love is all we need. We’re gonna make it. So let’s close our eyes tonight and just believe.

  6. 23873) We stopped talking, I stopped eating and he got on with his life. I was too caught up in my pathetic insecurities and he was sick of it. I’d rather be dead than be this pathetic and alone.

    (Source: confessionsabouteatingdisorders)


  7. High Resolution
  8. (Source: lewky, via clust3r-fuck)

  9. pleasestaymyeverything:

lovemick3y:

(via imgTumble)

everydaay
  10. fagg0tisme:

michaelbohn:

fucked-up-kid:

One of the cutest things I’ve ever seen.

Kellin and Copeland <333

AWW :”)
fagg0tisme:

michaelbohn:

fucked-up-kid:

One of the cutest things I’ve ever seen.

Kellin and Copeland <333

AWW :”)
    High Resolution

    fagg0tisme:

    michaelbohn:

    fucked-up-kid:

    One of the cutest things I’ve ever seen.

    Kellin and Copeland <333

    AWW :”)

    (via moshthenightaway)

  11. Last night I had a dream that you decided to leave me and no matter what I said my persuasion fell upon your deaf ear.

    I’m not so good on my own.
    Is it to late? Am I too gone?
    Am I working for nothing?

    If I just walked away, would you still save me? Or would you take back all that you gave me?
    Is it worthless? All the waiting is the hardest part.

    Your love is all we need. We’re gonna make it. So let’s close our eyes tonight and just believe.

    Come home my dear, because I love you, I love you still.


  12. High Resolution